(catching up a little bit.I had jotted these lines down a few weeks ago
then got waylaid and forgot to post them.)
We had an ice storm here and 240 000 people are still without power in
I keep asking myself why why why I suddenly lost interest in scrapping.
It all actually happened
when I had the bad fall in January and broke my
lower two vertebraes. Wished I could figure it out
because from that day
on I stopped scrapping. It just seems so odd because I loved scrapping so
and wished I could get back into it. It would help me over this
difficult time that I am going through
right now but alas, I lost it. Maybe
it will come back but maybe it will never come back.
Maybe age has
something to do with it and/or I am bored and need a diversion.
Getting older? well, somehow my left hand is giving me problems and
I have to go to an
orthop. place to get a stint fitted to my left
wrist to hold the thumb. Some
days the pain is not so bad
but I cannot
have anyone squeeze it anymore, nor even carry much or hold a
in it or whatever else.
Mario's last CT scan came back and the cells have been reduced. Now for
month he is having a break but
we were told that the cells could come
back twice as strong and the next chemo
might not be as affective as
one. To be really honest, there is not a day that goes by when my
fill up with
tears and I feel like crying. I know it's not the time to cry yet
but I keep
realizing what I will be missing.
Forty one years is a lifetime
together and when we are not together, we talk
on the phone. And of course,
neither one of us ever goes out without the other.
I am trying to knit. I did finish a long long scarf that you wrap around
and let it fall loosely around and I also knitted one for Mario and Heidi.
also fixed a dress that I had bought
on ebay and it was the wrong size.
Too small. So I bought matching linen
fabric and added a kind of strip on
side and made it into a two piece. It's a Marilyn Anselm design for
one and I love it. Lol.
I love linen. Anyway, that's done too. Now
what's next? I suppose I could focus
on some journaling?
I wish you all
Very Happy Blessed Christmas. And of course, Great Health for 2014.