people, me included, often talk about 'privacy' and that they don't want
to expose themselves to the internet or talk about how they feel. And yet
to keep the blog going because it is one way to connect to family
that live far away from me across the Atlantic.
a note to my family, my children, my wonderful friends who in spite of
my continued silence keep checking on me hoping that I might jump back
Alas, I am hopelessly caught up right now in my life feeling
totally empty and
unproductive with no incliniation to touch either a paint
brush or my formerly
beloved digital photo editing software of which I have
so many that they are half
filling my desktop.
My husband has been diagnosed with small cell lung cancer. The key word
here is 'small cell'. Mestastasized. I need to keep my words to a
because for one thing I don't have words right now and for another
trying not to think.
But I will try and find the courage to update my site
when I have the strength.
The chemo he had last week went by almost uneventful.
He was joking about it
wondering if he had not been given a 'placebo'.....but
yesterday he was suddenly in agonizing pain and fell down or collapsed several
times. Since then we have had various appointments and meetings with our
Center. Tomorrow there will be another Scan. I pray to God it is not in
the bone. Anyway......
please no need to say anything. You can't. Nobody can,
because I don't know what to say back.
I don't know much right now.
Love to you all, always.