Day 46 (almost seven weeks):
I toddled to the Mall yesterday afternoon. Getting into the car was a bit of a trial
but yessss, we managed. Had a coffee sitting down gingerly on one of those padded benches
and even went to look for a handbag but was too nervous with pain and could not make up my
mind. Still, I did what I came to do and felt satisfied. Funny thing though: I am not really
sure if I want to drive a car...though I love driving and hopefully also that part of me
will come back.
The one thing I miss most is my passion for creativity. It's just not there - yet.
Today it has been eight years since I lost my beloved mother. I still miss her so much
and will probably feel this way now forever. She was my best friend and ally and we were
very close in the last twelve years of her life.